Long time no update! I'm so sorry. I'm not in the mood. So yeay!! Greyson is back in the studio! I'm so happy. I miss him so badly. Idk why when i think bout grey, i cried. When i saw his pic with his friends, i cried. He grown up. I miss the old grey but I'm in love with the new grey! I keep thinking bout him. God please help me. I can't think anymore. Got so much terrible things happened. Taylor wasnt strong anymore. I need to support her no matter what happens. She's everything to me. I love tay so freaking damn much. I don't wanna lost her. She promised to me that she wont do it again. I have her words! Lately, i keep crying. I'm trying to forget everything but i just can't. Thats sucks! Thats all for today. I need to rest. Sorry for late update. Bye guys! Sincerely, Yaya Hashim (=